*two mini online quizes- done
*two mini papers- done
*one big paper- done
*play with my cat-done
*study group-later tonight but will done
*groceries-eh, I’m sure I can survive off of cheese and milk.
life
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September 17, 2009
This is why I love my apartment. I got the sunny/mellow yellow walls, my next door neighbor is playing the piano and singing (very well), I got my cup of tea and doing some reading with my cat curled up next to me.
Life is good
May 7, 2009
It’s really hard to feel other than hurt. One day he is saying he wants to spend the rest of his life with me, and loves me. Then three days later he is telling me he can’t be with me, he is hurt too much, he loves me and is sorry.
The insulting over the phone break up is just the beginning of the hurt. This was the man that I supposed to share my life with, have two kids and big dogs with. This was the man that whenever I feel bad, if he just hugs me I start feeling better. Whose blue eyes bring me comfort and joy. This was the guy who got my sense of humor. This was the guy that had that great laugh. This was the guy that was going to go to therapy with me and work on us. Then three sessions in, and the night he is about to share himself with me- he instead calls and says it’s over. There is no chance of every returning together.
Then there was the classic line of “one day we may be friends”. This coming from who I thought was my best friend. Who hurt me so much, yet says he is sorry.
I thought we were getting better. I know I hurt him, because I was so hurt myself. I finally was going to therapy, on medication. He was finally going to open up after two years in a relationship. After two years of pushing me to the side, from the beginning not wanting me to be friends with his friends, to not letting me into his house when he wasn’t there, because that would stress him out too much. From putting all his past relationships bull and punishing me for it. From having me to pry information out of him in order to learn about him. To traveling together, enjoying each others company, seeing each others success, and realization of dreams.
BAM!
It’s over. Too late.
I. hurt . A. lot .
my happy box doesn’t even work…
October 22, 2008
September 10, 2008
from Flickr.
July 9, 2008
http://kucinich.house.gov/News/DocumentSingle.aspx?DocumentID=96652
Congressman Dennis Kucinich will be presenting one article of impeachment on Thursday. Why now? Why when it’s practically the end of his term? What took so long?
July 4, 2008
http://www.chicagotribune.com/video/?autoStart=true&topVideoCatNo=default&clipId=2650677
June 27, 2008
I bough a circle loom about 2 days ago. Last night I really got a hang of it and started making a cool scarf. I got so involved in the process that I went to bed about 2 hours later then usual. I still have to wake up at my normal hour. I feel exhausted.
I FEEL EXHAUSTED BECAUSE I GOT THE HANG OF A PEARL STICH!
I am old.
